Change... I need some

So I just visted Lynnsey's blog. OMG, is that the most hiliarious thing in the world. I don't know what's more sad, the fact she actually found that site or the people that created the "izzle-ictionary" (or so I'm going to call it). Too funny...

No hot firefighters and hottubs to report upon, unforunately. Shucks!

Any plans for the weekends, my peeps? or should I say homies? hehe. Yes I realize it's only tuesday, but I like to think in advance when it comes to weekends. My life revolves around them actually. I'm such the typical makes tons of plans and never accomplish the majority of them. Actually I never seem to come through with big plans and goals. I could make that a goal, but that would be entirely worthless because it wouldn't be accomplished. I really am 'le suck.'

Seriously, I think I have a problem committing myself to something fully. First there was my getting in to shape thing (or rather I really should be doing that but nothing is clicking in my brain to get in gear and on board). So many unfinished things I've gotten started the past few years. I'm in utter disgust with myself over this. The health thing is a huge thing, but yet here I am all talk no doing. Bad me! Maybe it's some huge psychological thing (but it could just be a plain psycho thing).


In other news, our house is a huge mess, more so than before. Oh and my dog's an idiot. Kali ruined one of my brother's x-box controllers. Somehow my brother failed to realize my dog was chewing the wire of his controller-how he missed that is beyond me though. Whatever, so now I have to buy him a new one because my dog is the devil. Maybe I should rename her Cruella De Vil or something, mind you her name is short for 'mother of destruction.' Damn me, I should have named her something meaning 'gentle and graceful like the wind' and maybe she'd be different.... nah!

any hoos, I've got to lavish attention on my devil dog. Laters...

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{..::current..mood::..} sickly/tired/exhausted
{..::currently..reading::..} lemony snicket's number 8 (I think)
{..::currently..watching::..} nothing
{..::currently..listening::..} frou frou 'let go'

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