{..::Topic::..}: Gosh darnit, I jinxed myself

****Warning this post contains absolutely no sense and many ramblings from a stressed out student....but also Days spoilers...

So you guessed it, I've gone and jinxed myself. Today wasn't exactly the best day at work/school. Not much laughter involved, boo. First I tired another comp because I need 3 in about 4 weeks and of course I didn't get it because my patients was just too hard to do a competency with. Oh well, there is still enough time and hopefully, I'll get the comp next week when I'm in emerg, because that room is a lot bigger than the room I was in today. Then I was running ragged trying to keep up with everything. I was working in another room then I jumped back to my room and the stupid resident decided it was easier if he did it on his own, in reference to turning on and off the barium running during the barium enema. So fine whatever, that resident is an idiot any ways. I was doing it properly, he's still stuck in his ways of doing things on his own with no help. No many of patience for him, but whatever. Then later, I'm helping the other rooms again and I go to do a chest exam and of course I get this whacko of a guy. He was scared and mad, but he was sure coming off a little koo-koo. He was going on and on about calling his lawyer and stuff. Luckily the doctor stayed with him the whole time, phew, no crazy guy attacking me! lol. The same guy later was talking to me and telling me how scared he was, totally understandable but still yikes, some patients you never know what to expect. Suffice it to say it was a nuts day, with not as much laughter. Boo to you!!

So tonight is treadmill night. Really I should be studying but health first, then school. See I can always work something out with school, but not with health. It's pretty much a one time deal...or is it? Any hoo, big test Monday, and I'm incredibly worried. I've been trying to study for weeks, but with no such luck. It's like I open my book and I get bored or I feel I already know that stuff. Soo bad. I need good on this test because the final is two 3 hour parts in February. *runs around the room like a chicken with it's head cut-off* AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! ... ok back now. So much to do and soo little time. I also have to fit in research for my research project, I think I have a topic now, but still so much to do... School BLAH!!! I miss my old university life, oh the good 'ol days. Granted I was barely taking anything, at least I had time to do projects and studying. Now it's like more like this :
6:56 - Wake up
7:01 - Crawl out of bed complaining and contemplating what the hell am I doing in this program and thinking, tonight I'm for sure going to go to bed earlier because I'm exhausted
7:20 - Finished getting dressed and just finishing breakfast
7:25 - Look at time and realize once again I'll just barely get to school on time and get an evil look from my instructor
7:30 - Finally leave the house with dad
7:50 - Arrive at hospital and quickly change
7:55 - Arrive in classroom and get a weird look for arriving just barely
8:00 - Finally get in the dept and work
9:00-9:20 - Coffee break then work till lunch
11/12:00- Have a 45 minute lunch and chat with fellow students then work
14:00 - Coffee time again, then grudingly return to work
1500 - Ugh still another hour before I get home
1600 - yay home time, go back to locker
1620 - dad finally arrives
1650ish - walk in door and collapse on bed from exhaustion. I'll just lay here and relax a few minutes before I start to work
1730 - hmm let's check my e-mail and type in blog before I get to homework, that won't take long, nope
1800 - wow I should do homework and pull out books
1806 - return to room and pull out books blah blah blah then sit on bed with them
1900- I should go on treadmill, so drag a book or two down but somehow end up at computer or sometimes end up on the treadmill
2100 - wow I should have done homework, ok study study study, get tough you can do it or you'll fail
2115 - wow I still haven't accomplished much, but now I'm too tired to do anything
2230 - crap! I've done absolutely nothing, AH!!! I'm so going to fail. Tomorrow will be different, maybe I'll go to bed earlier tonigt
23:30 - Ack! It's 11:30 and I have to get up early, but damn I just wasted another day. Tomorrow I'll make it up though, really I will.
23:40 - Gone for the night
Seriously. It's like work work work, and should be studying, should be studying. Sometimes I actually glance at the work, but it's soooo hard some nights. Mind you not ALL nights are like that, but lately it seems that way. Usually it's like 1500-1000 reading notes, hilighting, reviewing, etc... Maybe take a few breaks but it's lately just killing me to sit still. Luckily today I took my study so I'm able to get more done, then again I've been home maybe an hour and I still haven't got to homework. Once again I thought, ooh I'll use my program about radiology and yet here I am blogging away. LOL...

Of course at lunch, Erin and I usually discuss the up and coming storylines on Days of Our Lives. We've concluded that Alice is either the last victim or the serial killer. Sure that makes absolutely no sense what so ever, but haven't you often wondered where Alice is? We never see her....hmmmm. Ok really we're just fed up and can't think of the killer's identity. All we know is that show is going downhill fast. Seriously they've been killing people left right and center. Then they make Jen pregnant, as if it's a christmas miracle and such after losing her husband, whom she finally got back with. Now she has to choose between her own life and the baby. UGH!!!! Oh well, just another few weeks and we finally get to learn the identity, well the viewers do. Still grrr. If the killer is in fact a female, then who the hell is it. It doesn't make sense. See it's a regular character, not someone brought in and it's not going to be one of those, mistaken identity body snatchers kind of deal either. So if they killed Jack, Abe, Maggie, Caroline, Cassie, Roman, Tony, who the hell did it. See Maggie was relieved that the killer was there before they obviously killed them, Abe seemed to know them well because he wasn't surprised or anything, as for the others I don't know. But then again they offered Maggie alcohol, when everyone knows she used to be an alcoholic, so really? So of course it's Mrs. Alice Horton. Yup, actually it's Stefano who was able to get all dolled up to look like Alice and has in fact being living as if he's her since he faked his death. LOL Okay it's funnier to think of it that way. So if it can't be Marlena which made perfect sense, then who? See Marlena is obviously the one who we're supposed to think the killer is because she's been acting so weird, but that's too obvious. Sure there are theories it's really Hattie and not Marlena seeing how Stefano did all stuff years ago about getting his "Queen of the Night" and had surgery down on Hattie to make her look like Marlena, to one day take over Marlena's life and then he's have his "Queen." But once again, far too obvious. Then it can't be Celeste because why would she have all these visions and ghosts visiting her and telling her she knows who the killer is. Unless she's the killer and the writer's are screwing with heads. See it's all retarded and then again here I am complaining when I should be studying GACK!!!!!

Ok I'm off to do some studying, seriously...

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{..::current..mood::..} Panicky (is that even a word)
{..::currently..reading::..} Notes still
{..::currently..watching::..} nothing
{..::currently..listening::..} "Fernando" Abba....oh where oh where are you my Fernando...
{..::useless.fact.of.the.day::..} Tying The Knot
The phrase originated from the traditional girdle worn by roman brides during the wedding ceremony ...the girdle was tied together with hundreds of knots...untying the knots was the responsibility of her new husband!!


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