I think I'm going to hyperventilate!

T minus 1 week, and I'm freaking out. Not on the outside but on the inside. I'm sitting here literally feeling like my heart if going to pound out of my chest and that I might just forget how to breathe. You may think I'm kidding, but no I think it's true. I'm got the exam crazies!

Today I actually woke up with great intentions. Well, if you don't count hitting snooze once and then saying to hell with it and setting the alarm for another half hour, then turning off and crawling back into bed for almost another hour. So 2 hours after setting my alarm, I actually started my day. Whoops! All besides the point. So I set up my little studying station at the kitchen table, yup that's right, the kitchen table. No couch. No tv. No computer, nothing, nada, zip!

Opened books and actually studied. I can't remember what I studied, but I did sit there with no interruptions for almost an hour. Ok maybe a few interruptions, but you can't expect me to sit still for that long, I've got cabin fever. I've barely left my house. Actually come to think of it, last week's shift was probably the last time I went out. Oh my god, I'm a hermit!! AHH!! Any hoo, I actually did leave the house today. I went for a long walk at the Forks. Thinking about it now, I probably should have studied but I needed to get out. I'm all scatterbrained from not getting out that much and from studying or guilt of not studying as much.

1 week from now, it will be all over (god willing I pass, which I will). I can't wait. It's like going full circle because just over 2 years ago I started the program at Red River and now I'm writing my certification exam there. Finally the end is here! Yay!!! Then comes the reality of life. Finding job, getting car, moving out, marriage (not for many years...guess I need a guy first though lol), kids, etc... How strange and surreal. So many changes this year, it's crazy. *huge sigh* Where does time go...

So Theresa is having another agenda party. I might make it, will very much depend on my studying this week. Just let me know the day because I'll need to know and plus I have to get an agenda (no more school means I have to buy one). We'll see. I need the breaks, so I might come for a little while. We'll see. I just need at least two full days of good studying (more like reviewing now). It's just so much information and having no clue what is on there more. How much emphazice is there on mammography or computed tomography or physics or any of that. We never had much of that before but you never know with these things. It's going to be hard but as long as I have a clear head about it I'll be fine, yes I will *cleansing breath* yes that's the attitue. Just let me know if the party's a go and when or whatever and I'll let you know. I might be insane and I might bring text books but you will just have to deal with that. *smile*

Any hoos, I'm gonna go and study some more (big shocker)..

Later dayz!

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{..::current..mood::..} better than the beginning of this post
{..::currently..reading::..} Shopaholic takes Manhatten and MANY textbooks
{..::currently..watching::..} nothing, I was watching the Flintstones earlier
{..::currently..listening::..} Avril Lavigne's 'Falling Down'
{..::days.until.CAMRT::..} 7 (well less actually now)
{..::useless.fact.of.the.day::..} In Czechoslovakia, there is a church that has a chandelier made out of human bones.
{..::quote.of.the.day::..} Uncle Rico : So how are things going with you and your girlfriend?
Kip : Well, I think it's getting pretty serious. We chat online for like two hours a day so yeah, you could say it's getting pretty serious.
(from the movie 'Napoleon Dynamite')

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