I'm afraid....very afraid

As per title, I'm afraid, very afraid.

Apparently I'm turning *gasp* anti-halloween *second gasp*.

Yes, it's true. *hangs head in shame* The only halloweeny thing I did was carve a pumpkin and this was because I was asked to. I did wear my witch's hat and green wig though, does that count? I dressed up Kali though.

No decorations, no fake blood, no frozen hands, no fake graves, nothing. I am so ashamed of myself. Go ahead mock me, I deserve it.

What happened to the girl that got all excited? The one who would rush home from work and decorate the house with some gruesome items from time to time? The one that had little kids trembling and crying at the bottom of the drive-way?

:(

On the bright side, we had maybe 50 kids come to house and that's it. We have an abundance of Halloween candy left, of course not tons of peanut-free kind, but we all have to deal with hardships sometimes. ;)

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[mood] - meh
[book]- something
[listening to]- 'mrs potters lullaby' (i think) by counting crows

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