{..::Topic::..}: I am the ranting blog queen!

Conclusion time. Time sucks. Seriously I need more time. Actually today I got to go to school for 0900. Doesn't that rule? Ok it does for me. I got to sleep in later and everything. The only part that sucked what I spent the whole day in the classroom taking notes (so not a pretty thing). Oh well. As a result I came home at 5:30 and couldn't get in the mood to do any homework. I tried, honestly but it was too hard. Not it's almost 10 and I have two weeks until the big test, I'm screwed again. On that note though, I got an extra percent on my previous test, yay! Now I went up a full grade (I think, can't recall the exact mark from before, but I'm sure it was a something-9 percent). So yay!

Not all that much more to report on. Nothing much going on here. Homework, homework and pondering life, as always. But I did start on portables this week. I'm finally on my own again in the department, well just no other students with me. Kind of nice, but we'll see how I think by Friday. Unforunately for me I get some not-so-great co-workers this week, well that's not quite true. They're just a little harsh and short with us, forgetting we're learning and aren't as familiar with the equipment as they are. It's natural to them and they sort of forget or rather take for granted that we're learning. It's all part of the learning process though. Sadly the new fantastic portable machine we had on load left yesterday. Boo! Hopefully the hospital buys those ones, they had pretty buttons and shiny colors and flashing colors lol. All sparkly and shiny, lol. Oh well more to report after tomorrow. I guess that will be my first full day on portables this week. Hmm, wonder what I'll see in the operating room tomorrow. Yesterday I saw a pacemaker and a hand operation, or rather a part of the operations. It's so different than you expect or see on tv (imagine that!, lol). It's cool though. So very interesting. I'm actually glad I didn't really see in the patient though. Hard to explain everything that goes on there, but it's all very interesting. FYI I might not be saying that by Friday. Everyday at the hospital changes, moods change and feelings change. Still have drop-out feelings though, but it's not just me. We're all burnt out already. Tomorrow is our big study group thing, here's hoping it works good *crosses fingers, toes, etc...*

Side note my dog is officially retarded. The phone just rang and she has started to bark at the phone. *shakes head at dog* Sad, sad animal is she.

Well I do type a lot on these things, I should get a prize for it! That or maybe I should just post more... nah! This is worst!bwhahaha, like the whole zero people that visit have an opinion.

On that note. Friends. I was thinking today how fickle people are. My classmates especially. Get this they mock people for backstabbing and talking behind backs and yet again they were doing that. Also projecting their feelings on the rest of us, like we should share those feelings. That annoys me. Personally if the person in subject has always been nice to me, why should I adopt the thought of not liking them because they may have disagreed with the third party. I just don't like that. I'll like or not like whomever I please depending on how I view them, etc.. Friday will be brutal though. Our whole class is meeting for some meet the first year students and then having our own meeting for whatever reason and all hell is going to break loose. Like I said though, the minute that meeting goes into who-did-what-to-whom-and-when etc. I'm out of there. It's just all stupid. I swear my class is like a soap opera, still. It doesn't matter that we're split up into 5 hospitals, they're still all bickering *shakes head at the thought*, so immature. Oh well, that's life :)

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{..::current..mood::..} blah, kind of numb at the moment, realising so much is wrong in life
{..::currently..reading::..} Chesney's Radiographic Imaging or something like that
{..::currently..watching::..} Nothing, but the computer screen
{..::currently..listening::..} "It's Only Love" Heather Nova