{..::Topic::..}: Birthday's no longer exist

Well today was crap! First of all I'd like to say, as per title, that my birthday no longer exists. Obviously it doesn't already. Only my immediate family, one aunt and my grandparents remembered my birthday. How sad is that? Even after last week when my classmates teased me that my birthday was coming up. They all forgot and it's written on the calendar. See this is why I don't have them any more. I'm the invisible person.

My day started off pretty crappy as it was. I woke up feeling like I'd been hit by a semi truck a million times and then was visited by the nausea fairy during the night. As a result I didn't sleep well that night before. Luckily I didn't have such a stressful day at work or anything. Actually I got to work, just a little before I started (really I was just BARELY on time) so I decided to go straight to the room instead of dropping my bag off in the classroom because that would have taken an extra 10 minutes, making me late and my instructor pissed, so I decided not to. So no other worker is there yet, no other student. So after about 5 minutes, I decide well I'm going to ask my instructor if I'm supposed to ask for any one at MRI, when I go there, plus we needed supplies. So I go up and wouldn't you know it, my classmates and my instructor were all waiting for me. Paint the big loser on my forehead why don't you. There was message on the board telling us we were having a meet and greet with our new instructor, as our present instructor is about to leave because she's pregnant. Therefore although I got to work on time, I was late to a meeting I didn't even know existed.

So MRI times comes I go and do that. Once I'm done (of course 15-30 minutes later than I was supposed to, but whatever) I go to my locker so I can have lunch, which takes 20 minutes to do because I was walking through the tunnels and stuff. I ended up taking a way shorter lunch than I was deserved but because I took my study today, I was out at 1400 so returning to work a little after 1300 seemed dumb.

So my day at work was fine. It was just the rest of the day. I was supposed to go to the Keg for dinner, but I don't eat steak and my stomach's been acting up so why would I go there. This didn't bode well with my dad but whatever. Then my dad doesn't get home until after 6pm and he's usually home way before that. Then my brother has to take his gf to work and he has a little fender-bender with another car, so by the time he got home it was well past 7pm. The everyone decided to just do their own thing. Eventually I got to open my presents. Spoiled again, but at that point I was so tired and feeling crappy that it didn't matter. I'd even gotten in trouble with my dad for, get this, stating the truth. How dare I. The man can't handle the truth sometimes whatever I guess. So we left for dinner.

In the end I thought, let's eat at the Royal Palms at the regent Casino, it's something different. We get there, look at the menu and think ok that's good the stuff looks good, so we are seated. Five seconds later I realize almost every meal comes with corn chips or something corn. Of course I have a corn allergy so we had to leave. Really embarrassing seeing how we has JUST sat down. I was mortified, not just for that but because my dad went up to the waitress and asked if they served fries instead. I didn't even want fries, I just can't eat corn chips. So we decided to eat at AALTOS, and it was ok, nothing spectacular though. Neither parent were pleased with their meal, and it just made my night worse. Then we decide to go gambling and I couldn't win anything. I think the most nickels I won, was 50 nickels in one draw. My brother on the other hand won $30 on those machines. I guess it evens out somewhat seeing how on his birthday he lost and I won $10. But I've never played that crapily before. I finished my money so fast it sucked. I couldn't cut a break. Finally we called it a night and went home.

When I got home I decided to check my e-mail, nope nothing there. Answering machine, nope nothing there. Looks like people forgot about me. Maybe that's a good thing though. Last year's birthday was crappy too, but this was by far the worst night in a long time. Nothing went right. The moment I left school my day just plummeted, deep deep deep.

In summary, at least my immediate family, Chrissy2, grandparents and one aunt remembered me. Sure people are busy, but still. Similar stuff happened last year too. Maybe people might remember tomorrow...but the hurt's already there.

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{..::current..mood::..} I feel no more
{..::currently..reading::..} nothing
{..::currently..watching::..} time pass from my lame existance
{..::currently..listening::..} nothing
{..::useless.fact.of.the.day::..} Today was my birthday. --- There's something useless obviously

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