{..::Topic::..}: This day just keeps getting better and better


Can you taste that sarcasm?

This day actually progressively got worse. To think, I for some odd unexplainable reason, was looking forward to today. Yikes! The day started ok. Barely nauseous at when I woke up, so that was really good.

Portables went good in the intensive care unit.

I was in the OR alone, and everything went really good. Yay, no doctor yelling at me. Always a bonus.

Then from about here, things began to go sour....

I come out of the OR all happy that things went really good. By this time it's first lunch (11 o'clock is first, noon is second lunch, so that there is always someone in the dept). See I thought because two of the techs had taken first break, they'd both be taking first lunch. Of course no. So I was supposed to go for lunch, but did I know that, no. So I was helping another classmate with another room. Then I told my people that I was going for lunch and the big man (the guy in charge of that area) and he was a little miffed I hadn't already gone. Seesh. Like I can read minds...

Any ways, I go have my lunch. I come back and there is absolutely nothing to do. I wonder around, then I stop and chat with the front desk girls and a tech. Shortly thereafter I was paged to do an x-ray. So my tech and I go and do the x-ray. So on and so forth.

Eventually, more people came back from lunch, but still nothing. Then all of the sudden, one of the rooms had a patient but there were too many people in there so I had to try and find something else to do. The big man tried to send me to emerg, but there were too many people there. So I found some stupid little things to do.

This is where it gets all stupid. The student who works evenings came early and ended up taking over everything. She pushed myself and another other student out a room pretty much. Then started telling me what to do. Totally pissed me off. Whatever though.

Then I get home (late of course) and had a phone call. So I talked with a friend and I think I made an ever worse mess. I totally made my day worse, then I made this friend's day just as bad, I'm sure. I swear I shouldn't be allowed friends. I'm just not friend material. I'm doomed to wander this planet friendless. I swear I just made an ass out of myself and made my friend feel worse. Aren't I just the greatest person. At this rate I would be better if I was stranded on some island away from everyone. Yikes.

Then on top of it all. I found my dog had ripped apart my garbage. She does this from time to time. But she hadn't done it for awhile. Any ways, I found garbage everywhere. There is probably still some under my bed and such. Unforunately for me, I had recently thrown out some holepuncher punch-outs (confetti like), so my entire floor looked like a little mardi gras. Totally pissed me off, even more. So right now, the dog and me are not on good terms. Then I just found out she was rolling around in my dirty clothes. See I had made a pile of clothes to come downstairs to be washed. But being the evil dog she is, she decided it would be more fun to roll around in them and spread them down the hall. GRR....

So I completely just made a bad day worse. I can't even think of anything good that happened. I swear I'm doomed to fail or something. Lately, it just seems I can't do anything right. This better pass soon. All I know is I have the feeling something really bad is coming. It's just a hunch, but something is most definitely coming, mark my words. Hopefully not, but with the way things are going, I wouldn't push it out.

In summary....

I'm so stressed out.
I'm frustrated.
I'm pissed off.
Grrr....

Quiz time...


Your life belongs in the animated disney movie,
Cinderella. Your life may be hard at first, but
it will end with a perfect romance.


Which movie do you belong in? clh
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Bah-hum-bug!!


Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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Sounds about right...

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{..::current..mood::..} frustrated
{..::currently..reading::..} textbooks, whatelse
{..::currently..watching::..} nothing
{..::currently..listening::..} Harry Chapin's "Cat's in the Cradle"
{..::useless.fact.of.the.day::..} Fine-grained volcanic ash can be found as an ingredient in some toothpaste.
{..::alias.quote.of.the.day::..} vaughn is prepping syd for a lie-detector test
VAUGHN: have you ever had unauthorized contact with any agency other than SD-6?
SYD: no.
VAUGHN: better. are you romantically interested in anyone? pauses as syd looks up at him. it could be a question.
SYD: no, i am not. lie detector beeps. wait. ask me that again.
VAUGHN: there's no need. we have our answer right here. moving on . . .



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