{..::Topic::..}: I hate shopping and fuck is my favorite word

So it's spring/summer time. This usually means tons of dresses, skirts, nice shirts are available, right? WRONG!!! I went shopping for over 2 hours and didn't find a single thing that suited me. I'm fucked, no joke. I'm either too fat or too young or too short for the clothing. It's like fat girls aren't going to grad or anything. I'm just trying for a nice spring ensemble, formal enough for a grad dinner and wedding later this year. Obviously not an easy task. Every other year I saw millions of dresses, but this year, NOTHING!!!! Any year I need a dress or skirt and shirt, nothing, but when I don't need I can find a million. FUCK!!!

To recap this evenings shopping experience and quotes :

1) "oooooh I look like a hat box"
2) "Pepto bismol anyone?"
3) "No way mom! It won't fit and it sucks" "Just try it on, you'll never know unless you try it on chrissy" "No mom, I know it won't, just listen" "do it" "fine, grrr" 2 minutes later "I win.... I look horrible, see mom, I win you lose, listen to me. Who picks the clothes that ALWAYS look good on you, me! that's who!!" "ok you do win" "HAH!"
4) "What the fuck? I'm fat but not forty!!"
5) "Well I guess no fat girls are graduating this year, the clothes clearly demonstrate this"
6) "What? this is a 14...fuck ya and I'm the queen of england"
7) "ooh look hats. oh wait no sorry those are tube tops"
8) "what the fuck, ugh you fucker!!! Fuck you, you fucking fucking fucker" - ok that didn't have anything to do with shopping but it was funny at the time.

But I digress....

So I'm finally down to only 2 comps, and one week to go. I hate school. This week has been nuts, today was so unorganized it was scary. One minute it was 9am the next it was 1515. Huh? That was my day. Then I come home to the always fun shopping craze. Now it's 10:30 and I have NO IDEA where today went. *sigh*

*sigh* I'm sad. I'm going to miss "Friends." I just finished watching an interview with the cast a bit ago. It's sad. I'm going to miss my twin Monica. *sigh*

The O.C. season finale was pretty good too, tonight. I liked the music at the end. Poor Seth...

hmmm can't think of anything else I wanted to say....

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{..::current..mood::..} po'd and tired and depressed....bad combo
{..::currently..reading::..} nothing I should be
{..::currently..watching::..} life pass by
{..::currently..listening::..} my youth fading away

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