Crossroads...

Well the inevitable has happened. My casuality at the hospital is in question, or rather I have to make a decision. I enjoy not working on my weekends, but during the winter it was nice to have the extra cash and something to do.

Now it's nice, but come fall everyone is going to be busy on the weekends again, except me. On the other hand, by freeing up my casual spot, they can hire someone who would likely beable to work more. I don't know. I'm feeling a little torn there.

I mean, the hospital was a year of my life. I learnt everything there. Do I really want to turn my back on that and take my foot out of the door? Who are we kidding, I don't plan on working for this stupid company (the clinic I work) for the rest of my life. That's like a death sentence.

Yet on the other side. The hospital wasn't all that great either. Sure the equipment was better, you didn't have to do everything on your own, plus no annoying receptionist and of course you're paid a million times better. At the same time there are a million reasons not to continue there. Night shifts. Etc..

The way that "Alf" aka my receptionist has been acting and the workload, I'm thinking the hospital could just be better. Yikes! This week was just pure hell. Thank god for today though. It was a nice day, mind you I must have thought of blowing up patients, only every 10 minutes.

Seriously though, Alf needs to go. She starts ok, but man, oh man, watch out for those mood swings. She nearly ripped off my head for asking when she planned to make up the time she didn't work this week. Worst of all, I was totally nice about it, which she should be grateful about. She screwed me over royally this week, and for that she will pay, oh boy will she pay. Today I just wasn't in the mood for her so I let her not make up time today. Come Monday she'll pay for it, provided she doesn't have something else to leave work for, I wouldn't put it past her.

All I can say, is thank god it's Friday, because if I had to put another day of work in, I might have blown up.

On that note *POOF*

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