Weekends are far too short

Sunday is here again. I must say that I really detest Sundays. You can't really sleep in late because you'll be up too late that night and be really exhausted on Monday morning. They're good for being a lazy day, but still they always serve to remind me that work is only a few short hours away. I'm crazy I know. Annoyed because not employed then annoyed because you are and can't sleep late any more. lol. It's ironic really.

Actually I'm almost glad it's Sunday. It means I don't have to be a servant in my house any more. Don't get me wrong I really love my mom but I'm exhausted from taking care of her. No one else is really doing anything. If she needs something I have to jump to it. I have to make all of her food and serve. I'm just tired and not sleeping well because I'm afraid she'll call me during the night. I know I'm being irrational after all she's done for me after my surgeries and illnesses but still I'm just just tired.

Granted, my mom is doing really well. Actually she's doing extremely well. She barely seems like she had surgery. A few side effects such as a sore shoulder but she's doing really well. The sore shoulder thing is because of all the air injected into her abdomen. I had the same pain after my last surgery. It's horrible. It's like a constant muscle spasm. Unforunately for her, she has it in both shoulders. That's really the only pain she's suffering from. Plus she's not really taking any pain medications any more, so I think she's doing far better than expected.

Earlier we went for a walk and we saw the most beautiful northern lights. I love this time of year because of that. It was cold out, but not too cold. At least there is no snow yet (although there best be some by christmas or it won't feel like christmas). I just love northern lights though. They kept shifting, seemingly getting more and more beautiful.

Nothing else going on with me. Just still adjusting to having a full time job. It's all really odd feeling. Quite literally going from unemployed to fully employed, within 24 hours it's all so sudden. Plus this is my last week of training (turns out I only really get one week of training, instead of two), so I'm really getting thrown right into it. It will all be good though. Hopefully soon I'll be able to get my own car, though. Yay!

Before I finish I just have to say I owe Theresa BIG time for everything she's done for me lately. Big round of appaulse for her *claps*. Thanks :)

Well I think I shall go and think of dinner, but never get around to making it...

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{..::current..mood::..} tired
{..::currently..reading::..} nothing, but I do keep on meaning to head to the library
{..::currently..watching::..} smallville season 1 dvds
{..::currently..listening::..} see above

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