{Topic}:

Yes, I am Alive....but barely!

Ok so it's been a really really long time since my last post, but lots of busy-ness came about.


For starters, I went to Minneapolis, mainly a casino called Mystic Lake. That was incredible. Didn't win a single thing, but it was great there. I also really liked the little outlet mall in Albertville, it was sweet. I got a few old navy shirts and stuff like that it was awesome. Suffice it to say, I really enjoyed my few days out of town. I was able to forget all the health crap while there.


Hmm what else. Oh the whole only child thing ended. Brother came back, but it was nice to have him around again. He brought so much Swiss chocolate it was great. Now his exchange student has arrived today, so it should prove to be an entertaining 6 weeks, muwhahahaha! jk. He seems really nice, so that's all that matters.


Already started back at school. That's a drag. I leave at just after 7 am and I don't get back until almost 5. At least rural life was better. I don't really care for this site and I'm here all year :( Staff seems to be grumpy lately and no patience and I feel I am regressing not progressing, it just is not that great. Tests coming up already, and a million things need to be done, I'm just going mad. I wish I didn't have to grow up. Life would be great if I could just go back in time and live my childhood again.


Now for the rant time. I've decided today's rant is about corn on the cob. Yes, you read correctly, corn on the cob. This has to be the grossest food to sit at a table and see people eat. It's just disgusting. I used to eat it but I gave it up due to allergies, years ago. Lately though, I can't even be in the same room as people eating it, especially my dad. It's just horrific to sit there and listen and see him eat it. I can't even begin to express my loath for the stuff, nor can I explain the sounds of it. Just take my word for it. I'm shuddering at the thought of it right now. It's just nasty. Suffice it to say, I can never think of corn on the cob as a good 'ol summertime food, but rather some vile food. Ok not all people eating it make it disgusting but the whole way they do in my family is enough to make me lose my dinner during the meal.


Hmm also, I was thinking this week...yes I know be scared once again. As I was saying, I thought up of if I could go back in time and change something in life what would it be or even if I could one wish for anything I waned, what would I choose? Well obviously I'd somehow go back and change my health, although I was born with it all, so who knows if the reason for the illness is the actual reason, but who knows. But that is the wish I'd make for sure. Another time I'd choose is junior high/high school. I'd go back and warn myself of certain people, more specificly open my eyes and see the truth that I so obviously was oblivious to during that period of my life. Yes I know it's not realistic or anything, but I often wonder what life would be like if I had made different choices in life, just like the rest of the world does.


But I digress, that is enough for one night. Later gators.

**Note : I tried posting this on the actual day I typed it up (August 30, 2003) but my computer kept freezing so, this post is actually from last night. I'll post later for today because it's been a funny day.

{Topic}: A new day brings new hope...

Well it's been a few days since the last post, obviously. More to come later...